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Some time you just want to surrender with ever thing you have….specifically Responsibilities and life!
I mean ke yaar…I have tried allot..Given it my best shot…I came a long way…and what do I have? Nothing..huh! life sucks isn’t it? Khair….and in the end they say don’t give up….don’t lose hope…don’t do this and don’t do that…It’s a test yea to wo…yar come on get a life you freaking people? If you want to study you choose a field…and this choice is on you! To select a educational field and start studying and give its exams…….but I haven’t selected to live? I haven’t asked for this ***** Life…so what God take it away….I don’t give a **** about it??? I merely hate it…..For the last year…I have spare all the time of the world to ask for death buh what new…burai kabhi nai marte :D khair yaar kiya bakwas hai!!

And sonay peh suhaga yea hai ke loug kehtain hain ke un ko dekho jin ke pas kuch nai yea to wo??
Kiya Bakwas hai yea ??? am I the GOD jis ne un ko esa bannaya hai? Yea un se yea sab kuch cheen liyea hai??? Am I the one who should be blamed for all this shit??? I have problems and I have to deal with them….and I live with them every day! Per nai har koi apni batain kare ga…..batain suna kar chala jaye ga…and they live there freaking lifes….jab un per museebat ate hai they feel the same way….Huh…Pathetic Crap!

Tags/Keywords: Give Up

I still dream of you, the dream which I never told anyone, the dream which lies in the depth of my heart, the dream which is pure, the dream is innocent; the dream is just a dream.

The dream comes out of my heart through my eyes, but the problem is the dream goes back inside of my heart, I want to wash this dream of you, knowing that it might not come true, but it’s what they call hope remains.

They say what’s written will be done and whatever happens you cannot change it, but only if I had a chance to change to change the written I will not change anything, I will just add this dream of you.

I don’t know why you are so important to me, I don’t know, but that’s a fact that I really don’t wana know.

Sometimes I feel so vulnerable, so much helpless, I can’t explain it to you….. life has brought me to a do or die situation. A situation where I don’t know why but I have the fear of losing you, the fear that lies inside me, I can’t explain you I which manner you will affect me.

My thoughts are deep, my words portray my feelings for you, but I can’t show it to you, because I am afraid that you might take them in negative scene. 

I LOVE YOU

Tags/Keywords: Dream

I didn’t wanted her to leave
I didn’t wanted her to Go!!!
But I didn’t wanted her to follow me every whea I Go!!!
She was on my mind
She was on my soul
She was hea
She was thea
She was every wha
I dreamed of her every night
Her voice was in my ears
Her face was in my eyes
Her lips calling my name
Couldn’t let me Go!!
Time was my biggest enemy
But I wasn’t awreaa
I wanted her so badly
The fear of losing her
Was the thing I couldn’t bear
It was the love that I was unaware
It was heating up from inside
Burnt me hea and thea…………….
All that is left is memories
All that time has given me is pain
Pain I can’t take
Sorrows I can’t bear…
A regretted lIfe
What a Shame……….

Tags/Keywords: I Want You

I feel in love

I wasn’t sure

I was confused

But I couldn’t regret it

It was true

It was their

But I couldn’t accept it
 

I thought it was a joke

It was an infatuation

Cuz it was ma first time

Feelings was thea

Love was thea

But time wasn’t

And I was unaware

I didn’t wanted to hurt hea

I didn’t wanted to leave hea

I didn’t wanted to play!!

I was confused

I was bewildered

I was mystified

But they call it life

Brought me to a stage

Whea I couldn’t fight!

It was a fight of survival

It was a fight of endurance

It was a fight against the nature

It was a fight against ma will

It was a fight against ME!!

I tried to fight

I tried to go through

I managed to go on somehow!!

But now I’ve had enough

I’ve had more then I can take

I can’t bare this pain anymore

I can’t take this misery any more

I need you now

Need you more than any thing

I am confused

I am guilty

Guilty fo every pain I caused ya

Guilty fo hurting ya

Guilty for nah giving ya time

Guilty fo not to give you respect

Guilty fo every thing

But what can I do now

But what can I do!!

Nothing seems to be in ma hand

Not even my own LIFE!!

I want you back

I want you to be thea

I need your shoulder to cry on

I need your support

All I can say

I am sorry……………………….

Tags/Keywords: I Am Sorry

No matter what they say

No matter what they think

I will be there always for you!

No matter what happens

No matter why they happen

I will be there Always for you!

Even though death passes by

Strom and Lightning ruins the day

I’ll be there to hold your Hand!

I’ll never let go!

Tags/Keywords: I'll Never Let Go

 

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Tags/Keywords: Remember

I had a terrible day today :D I was in a village that was constructed by cda near Trail 3..Called Said Pur Gao.. Me along with my friend whea going to thea…in the village thea is MAndar…we wea going to see that mander And the funniest yet annoying thing happened…the tire of our car bursted: D The stumpy was out of air :D…we had less money so could not afford to hire taxi..because the nearest…Pertrol pump…was in super =D….our tire ruptured in front of a mosque….the Clerk of mosque offer us his Money…buh we refused…because we had called 915 the traffic police :D we waited for long one hour and called atleast 3 times..as our balance was also low :D khair the Clerk took the initiative and stopped a taxi..and ordered us to go with the taxi :D :D and I was just able to reach home at the time of aftar :D

Tags/Keywords: Terrible Day

Hello every one,

I am extremely happy to see and be a part of this site,

At least some one has tried to make an effort.

We have been addicted to sites like Orkut, Facebook, MySpace etc…

We have been using these sites for years….. Now at least some one from Pakistan has tried to put up a site like otha sites, We should try to built this site better and better, a site for us and from us, a site whea we can feel at home. Let’s make an effort.

What do you guys say……………………………..

Regards…………………………